Princess's World Outside The Palace's Wall

龍

2012-01-31T14:46:00.004+08:00

2012 HAPPY NEW YEAR
龙年恭喜发财

这一年的新年

没有趴趴走

反而把时间都留给家人

一起吃饭，聊天

还有

搏杀！

祝各位

龙马精神

龙年行大运

❤ house ❤ kitchen ❤

2011-11-14T15:01:00.007+08:00

搬进家里一个月了

从最开始的忙忙碌碌

每天

修这里修那里

这里打扫

那里清洗

到现在虽然还有些地方没好

但

总算是舒服的了

♥

搬离了宿舍

不需要再忍受吵杂的环境

不需要再恼怒网络断线

还有还有

不需要再每天烦恼

要吃什么了

家里有个晒得到太阳的停车空间

衣服啊。。被子啊。。。就连枕头

都可以晒日光浴

好喜欢枕头和棉被上

有太阳的味道

♥

家里有个小小的厨房

哪怕是小小的

我都很满足

没上课的早上

或是上课回来的傍晚

都可以到附近的新鲜迷你市场

买买蔬菜

午餐晚餐

很容易就在

少油少盐和无味精的健康饮食下解决

♥

清炒金瓜，清汤椰菜花炒蒜米，加个黄豆鸡蛋

还有还有

煲得香甜无味精的莲藕汤

健康无负担的一餐

吃得开心之余

还可以相应环保

【meat free】

偶尔

不想吃米饭的时候

下个果条

捞一捞

和苦瓜，四季豆，包菜花一起吃

也是很开胃

再再不然

把一样蔬菜换上

微辣的炒菇类

也不失美味

偶尔

家里有食材

夜里厨房还会飘出班兰和老姜的香气

一碗碗姜汁番薯糖水

在睡前还可以暖暖胃

♥

你说

叫我怎么不爱厨房？

P.R

2011-10-02T22:42:00.004+08:00

快樂的時候

總是覺得時間不夠用

高興的時候

總是覺得時間過得好快

聚會

又一次在歡笑聲聲中結束

3天兩夜

吃吃喝喝笑笑

就這樣過了

總是覺得

日子不夠長

下一次

來個5天四夜

如何？

雖然很累

雖然嚴重不夠睡眠

但

絕對值得

太平檳城的他們

也已經平安回到各自家中

感恩

two+two

2011-09-29T13:04:00.005+08:00

Turned twenty-two today

sent mommi a big LOVE ♥

thanks her born me to this world

My PR's gang are ready

going to come here have a gathering since we long time din meet up in KL

We actually plan that the main propose they come is for my house warming de

but thn

as what i have told in last few post

the pre-owner refuse to pass the house key for me

so my lawyer is now settle-ing

no more house warming

how sad

neh mind neh mind

keep tell me cheer

sil keep ask me chill

thing not that worst

still

they will come to kl

but not for house warming anymore

mayb late celebration of my 22nd?

♥

looking for a short-term rent service apartment for them

but what i wanted is fully booked

how sad

hopefully

things will go smooth

blast me pls

♥

i seriously hope

daddi mommi n all my sis n bro will be here in KL

on my 22nd one

but apa to do

the malay sibeh GuaiLan

so nothing to do lor..

seriously a bored bday eva

guess wat

am now sitting in hostel till now after i woke up from bed

no breakfast no lunch

since i dun wan to do tat alone

TuiiTuii go class dy summore

no ppl cook mee sua egg for me

kesian sial

♥

chill chill chill

keep tell myself chill

atlease

TuiiTuii n Joey might there when dinner?

anyway

Happy twenty-two Charlene

and again

I LOVE YOU MOMMI

you sre the best mommi in world

even thought sometime u are fierce

xoxo

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

emo

2011-09-28T23:25:00.003+08:00

its my birthday eve
no longer twenty-one anymore

this will be my worst bday eve ever

i guess

pre-owner of new house refuse to pass us the key

and

my current rented place will be expired 30th

summore

my plan for party spoiled because of the house hvnt done

SUEI

right?

how bad luck this year

爱情的重量

2011-09-15T23:41:00.007+08:00

爱情

很奇妙

明明是种无形的东西

明明看不见摸不到

但

爱给的太少太轻

我们感觉得到

觉得不安觉得空虚

给的太多太重

觉得负担觉得压力

有些爱

到了某个时候

就是不对了

说不上为什么不对

也

说不上哪里不对

不管怎么拿捏

不管怎么小心注意

就是不对了

是感觉不对了？

是爱情变质了？

还是

给予爱的人变心了？

可能吧

当一个人最最在乎的时候过了

或许吧

当不断给予的人累透了

那种一直期待被关心的渴望

那种一直盼望被体贴的心情

那种一直期盼被回应的爱情

不知不觉

慢慢的在褪色了

不知不觉

变成了沉重的负担

让人觉得

肩膀好沉扛不起来

2011-09-14T15:45:00.003+08:00

its 14th Sept

but still am inside this tiny room

with un-tahanrable screw sounds

its really tough

when u know u got a better living place

but you cannot move

and still need to stay in this worst hostel

Modem closed by the tmd fucking cleaner everyday

tak tau how many times a day

night cannot get in sleep due to noisy environment

morning woke up with super bad temper

the room is just 4 steps

guess what

i only sit in-front my lappy everyday when i got no class

till Sil back from class

thn we will go for dinner sampai i dun wan to get bk room

sad case is

i can do nothing

phoned mum

complained

she also got bad mood

complained also no use

haixx

am waiting waiting waiting

keep

WAIT FOR IT!

FxxK

2011-09-14T15:34:00.005+08:00

the shop which located just downstair of my hostel are renovating

they knock thing snd screw

from fucking early in the morning

when laoniang was dreaming in my own bed

and

fuck them

selfish till max!

they screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

sampai yesterday midnight 1a.m. sumthing baru stop

and today morning again

now

they still screwwwwwwwwwww

nabeh!!

I nearly crazy due to listening these knn sounds every day

is everyday

since i back from my Raya break!

I always think that i was the kind of ppl who can tahan and sabar

if sabar can let ppl fang bian

but

this shop new business owner is really

KURANG AJAR!

siao kinna renovating in from morning till the middle of night

am not tahanrable anymore

gonna go and complain with the owner if thy still do these tonight

八月十五

2011-09-12T11:45:00.002+08:00

转眼来到了九月
来到了农历最最忙碌的八月
好多好多人
忙搬家，忙嫁娶
还有还有
那轮高挂夜空的满月
那壶香味四溢的浓茶
那些腻死人不偿命的月饼

前天回了趟家
虽然是匆匆忙忙的短短14小时
虽然昨天就回来了这个整天都忙忙碌碌的都市
但至少我还是在中秋前夕在家里吃了象征式的一片月饼。
感恩

中秋快乐
-

2011-08-29T14:14:00.005+08:00

Its Raya break now...

me n sil are back from kl last Saturday

going to spent whole holiday in home

Yesterday was Grandma birthday

so ngam

almost all grandchild are back to celebrate with granma

went grannie house right after i woke up from bed at 12pm

(not me lazy k..cox wm is now having 2x drops so me and my gang fight till 4am in the morning)

we prepared steamboat together

eat together

drink wine together

and also

sing bday song together

see....

my grandpa always not shy to show his love to granma

muackssss....

hahaha

Chong empat bunga emas

and also US

the cousins and eldest uncle

the family love which never end

♥

life when i away from home

2011-08-25T14:03:00.006+08:00

here comes August'11

ops...

mayb i should say

Sept'11 is at the corner dy?

my TuiiTuii is here with me in Subang for almost a month dy

time pass without lonely anymore with she here

I can stuck inside room for whole day with my lappy just like now

but wont feel bored like last time anymore when i was here alone.

The feeling was awesome when you know you got sumone here with you

no matter when dinner, shopping or even sick

Lazy me

i only went for Monday class in this week

skip ytd Intention Revision and also today

total 4 classes

slap me pls.....

Charlene....is time to start motivate yourself after Raya break

time never wait anyone

2011-07-21T14:59:00.002+08:00

Performance Managment now in the class.

Tired n have no mood at all for today class even the lecturer is now talking some No-Name story about the topic in front.

Attended for Law class just now in the morning also.

Really exhaust dy.

Just found out that I never update my blog with using my iPhone.

Thinking maybe leave the class a lil bit earlier but till the end..

Good student? Ar..not today.

Lols.

koh samui

2011-07-17T02:44:00.006+08:00

do i ever told u guys

i play online game?

do i ever mentioned

i got a team of member in my online game?

do i ever talked

our team named PR?

okies.

i guess.

i din.

i play online game.

not those like maple story but a game which can fight

named 完美世界

this years will be the 5th year i play this game

and i do have my game friend

He is one of them

who i known most

in our game

people called my gang -PR

most of my friends quite shiok

when they first know i do meet with them quite often

we gather for foods and drinks in KL

we gather for club n dance

we travel tgt every two/three months

PR never stop plans n activities

they went KOH LIPE in March which i din follow

then

we went Penang for one of our member house warming in April

then

we just came back from Cameron last few weeks

and now

they are planning for September trip to

KOH SAMUI!

for your information

Koh Lipe and Koh Samui

both are islands in Thai

the place are so fucking nice

sad case is

i also not going to join for this trip

since

i was the only female in my gang

they r going to have some special activities

so better without girl

[*evil smile*]

and guess what

we never stop our plan forever

since have no one KL member are joining this Koh Samui trip

but only Penang n Taiping guys

we plan another trip for all of us

Port Dickson on August!

sounds crazy?

not yet

and also

October gathering party in KL

LOL

non-stop party all over

i wish to join them once to Thai

so am waiting for our Chairman Tan plan for the next

Koh Tao n Koh Phangan

久违了

2011-07-13T23:49:00.006+08:00

久违了

最近一次更新竟然是4月的事情了

日子好快

2011转眼不见了一半

这几个月里

我和朋友去了槟城一趟

ALAN入伙呀～

依然是全男班，只有我一个女的。

但在他们堆里，永远是快乐的。

再来前几天

我们又聚集在金马伦

冷冷的天气，烤着食物的香气，啤酒吞下的甘涩，冒烟的火锅

对了，还有那半夜玩牌的夸张处罚

还有还有

那不曾间断的笑声

那三天是我这几个月来最最快乐无忧的日子

对了，你们说这人是不是胖啦？

这是三年前

这是那天金马伦拍的

差别大呢

哈哈

开学了

新的学期

新的挑战

最近身边传出的大多没什么好消息

景物依旧，人事全非啊

短短一个月的假期

怎么的，改变了这么多

这几天努力健身

希望把假期里赚回来的脂肪都砸掉

新房子快好了呢

就快可以有自己的空间

就快可以不用忍受

隔壁房半夜的爆炸歌声

或者是情侣吵架的声音

又或者

门外那隆隆作响的干衣机

可是

我想

我会想念这里吧？

想念这种窄窄小小的感觉

咱家羽毛就快开课了

以后有人陪我吃饭，看戏，逛街

就连无聊在家NUA

都有人陪了呢

这感觉

真好

=）

Travel

2011-04-01T15:48:00.004+08:00

guys

look at the pic above

i nearly scream when i saw this on google

how nice was it...

lepak-ing on Fb since there is nothing for me to do in the room

saw a senior's Phuket trip photo

and i was like

OMG so fucking nice place

nice view..nice beach...nice food and also

NICE WINE!

start thinking to plan to trip and ask my gang to join

and then i starting check the hotel price

two bed room suite which loacted at Potong beach only cost RM800

summore very nice hotel....

ok...girls and guys....its time to kumpul wang

LETS GO TRAVEL!!

fooon

2011-04-01T13:15:00.008+08:00

Yes...i've got my new phone after my SE which sponsored by babe and used for 4 years rosak...

i keep complain complain complain....

non stop complain that i seriously needed a new phone.

so am back to hometown last weekend,

and then

tahhdahhh

i got my new phone

specially thanks for mommy...babe..and silvia tan~~

even silviatan sponsor not much..haha

actually at first i wish that my SE can wait till the white iPhone launch de...

but then i guess it alrdy beh tahan working for me liao...

so SE said byebye to me when white not yet appear in M'sia

then am start thinking to get samsung ACE since banyak orang cakap

ACE is the King of android of this year.

everything in Ace was just prefect

except there is no camera in front

that means

it cannot function video call

but guess what

u will wont believe the price of an Ori set of a android phone is only

RM 988 men!

and summore

its come with two cases

one in black and another in white

which means can change the cover to white or black as you like

but after i cakap so many

at last i bo buy samsung Ace also

bcox i find it kat many places even in KL or my homwtown

semua OUT OF STOCK

at last

i get iPhone in black..

how good if it was in white horr...

i saw this on some other web site

woahhh

sibeh cantik

crystal on it

but i think it will cost many

bo luii T.T

wanna to find some cantik cantik de casing for my baby-I leaaa..

any introduce?

maaanayyyyy

2011-03-22T15:05:00.004+08:00

Its March
time flies and my maanayy also fly far away from me

Its really fuck

when i open my wallet and found that there is not much left

and fuck summore

when i open my acc and saw inside my acc also not much left

FML

i start writing down what i have spent in this month

since i got about 2k plus at the beginning of this month

but now really left NOT MUCH!

but after i wrote down what i still can remember

ada lagi about 500 dunno flew where

i tmd cant remember

and sumore more fuck de!!

my phone un-function!

when i press in to sms

it will automatic restart!!

rosak at the wrong time when am seriously poor my ass off

so now ppl

tell me

where i can get another 1k for a new phone??

anyone willing to donate?

home

2011-02-20T15:45:00.003+08:00

this is what the so-call "feather" do most while she at home

well

am heading back to Subang soon for the two days class...again =(

will back again in Wed morning =)

day with ♥

2011-02-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

someone finally got his holiday..

and we finally got chance to have a date♥

as what he promised to me before

he brought me to Melaka for movie

bought the movie ticket online

both I♥HongKong & New Shaolin

but at last we only watched I♥HongKong

the ticket of New Shaolin wasted

since someone felt tired

and said that he wanna save the time on movie but bring me to do a bit shopping =)

Headed back after that

we gave up Joncker street

only about 5 hours in Melaka

but its enough for me

cause i know he was totally exhausted

only one day holiday

drove all the way from our home to Melaka

he still need to go back for work in the early morning after today

my ♥

thanks for everything

day for LOVE

2011-02-14T16:31:00.003+08:00

属于爱的一天

面子书上好多好多的爱在分享

街上好多好多的情侣在恩爱

能和自己最爱的人在一起

就算只是平平凡凡的过

也是幸福的

亲爱的某人，情人节快乐

8:30p.m.

至于没情人的

也能和三两好友一起聚餐

友情

也是一种无可替代的情

谁说情人节

只能和爱人过？

兔年HUATT ARH!!

2011-02-14T00:28:00.003+08:00

再不写。。年十五都过了。。

各位各位，迟到的祝福：新年快乐，恭喜发财

今年的农历新年

应该会是我人生中最最难忘的新年

今年的农历新年

我家乡的每个人应该都很有“水” hao yao soii

今年的农历新年

应该是我最勤劳，最像牛的新年

新衣，新鞋，新发色

统统丢一边去

没人注意

就连自己都没什么精神去关注

南马大水灾

我的家牵涉其中

我的外婆家，我的伯伯婶婶家，我的阿姨姨丈家

我的朋友家

统统免不了

人家都说
去年2010老虎年，
好多事情不宜。

因为老虎是大生肖，很凶猛

我还以为注意就好

哪知道

这只老虎真的很凶猛

差那么几天

可爱的兔子就要来了

那该死的老虎却要我们都记得它

好啦～连下几天雨

好啦～“传说”水坝放一放

好啦～政府的排水设备好像失灵

好啦～～

大家一起在水里过年呗～～

说真的，

除了初一我有休息到

接下来到现在都好像我是印尼偷渡过来的AMOI

做到牛年还有一大圈，我就快已经快要先去学吃草了

虽然今年的新年前夕不怎么好

但是

希望新的一年

什么事都顺顺利利～～

大家一起HUATTT ARHHH

落大雨

2011-01-30T12:11:00.004+08:00

星期三

上完了课以后就拉拉声收拾包袱

跟友人的车回来家乡准备过年
过程是兴奋到言语无法形容

但是回到家里已经5天了

我的病依然没好

拼命的咳咳咳咳咳咳。。

sibeh jialat的咳
完全打扰了我迎接新年的心情

这还不是最糟糕的

最最最糟糕的是

我的家乡最近一直一直不停下雨

我还没回来前几天已经开始了

我回来那么多天

那么多天都还是在下雨

毛毛雨，小雨，大雨

而且是sibeh jialat的没有停过

今天早上更jialat

落大雨，外加打雷==

我家乡几年前经历了一次大水灾

几乎整个主要城市都淹在水里

有的偏矮地区的房屋甚至只剩屋顶无奈的浮在黄褐褐的水面上

几天的雨下来

河水上升得厉害

有些偏矮地区开始出现水灾现象

大家开始担心了

担心今年的过年要在水里过

开始准备干粮

开始把东西往高处移

本该是热热闹闹的准备过年

本该是欢欢喜喜的迎接新年

谁说的

全球气候转变对我们没有四季的国家

没有影响？

谁说的我们没下雪没夏天

不怕？

唉。。。

老天啊。。。

可不可以不要下了？

一个星期

2011-01-25T01:03:00.003+08:00

距离农历新年还有一个星期哦。。
好多天没回家乡了。。
好想念家。。好想念某人。。。

刚刚和朋友去了一趟ONE-U走走逛逛。。。
逛到10点半才回来宿舍。。好累哦～～

我的朋友都知道我喜欢厨房，
我喜欢逛别人的“厨房”（部落格）
越来越有新年的气氛了。。
可是我今年还没开始我的年饼@@
BOOKMARK了好几个食谱。。
希望回到家能够有时间把它们统统制成成品～

友人问我，
为何不能放下仇恨。

我想说，
我没有仇恨。

我只是，

发至内心的没办法再喜欢这个人，
更甭说当朋友。

我只是，

觉得我和这个人的人生目标和理念不同，
没办法跟他再有任何的交流，
更甭说和他谈天。

有些事

既然让它开始，
既然任由它发展成这个地步了

那就别再理会

那就别再在乎

那就任由它随风去

毕竟

脸撕破了

坏话说尽了

就没必要再挽回什么了

而你

也别问我

“诶。。为何没有某某人？”

我只会笑笑，

不回答。

身体在抗议

2011-01-19T10:41:00.003+08:00

2011年刚开始18天。

我已经很没用的看了2次的医生

先是刚回到KL的那天，吃了肉骨茶后
半夜胃痛到一个不行，

然后抱着马桶把所有胃里的负担都解放了出来
再然后，

一夜抱着那不停翻搅，不停抽痛的胃。。。
一夜未眠，一个人在外生活，没有家人在身边照顾呵护。
真惨。。

半夜4点，惨兮兮的信息了给某人。
大睡猪说“sayang哦”
也不敢吵他了。。。毕竟他一早还需要工作。

连续的几天，
都不敢吃太重口味的食物。
直到某人下来KL陪我的那几天，
情况才有稍微的好转。

原以为
一开始新的一年就生病已经够衰的了。
没想到，
那几天回家帮忙，

也不知道是一直进出温差太大的室内外太多

还是喝水量太少
竟然头痛到快爆炸外加发烧伤风
天啊。。。
又一次去看医生
拿了满满的一堆药。。
吃了3天，
烧退了。。头不痛了。。
可是讨厌的伤风。。
为何还不离去？

昨天一整天的课，
匆忙的在课堂里啃着三明治和牛奶，

啃完以后拿出药包准备吃药的当儿，
朋友问我怎么了，叫我别吃那么多西药，小病嘛就让它自然好

但是

我笑笑告诉他

老娘的伤风一来可以好久好久

毕竟敏感性感冒不是一天两天的事了

自然好需要好长好长的时间

不吃药老娘恐怕过年时都要抱着纸巾盒

再加上

我的某人说:一个人在外要好好照顾自己，照顾不好，新年你就吃粥过年

T.T
我不要～～～～～

-

2011

2011-01-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

新年快乐～～

新的一年到来，希望各位今年都开开心心，做什么都得心应手～～

摊开手掌算算，

还有4个星期，农历新年就要来到了

红彤彤的街道是我最喜欢的日子，

远超过冬至，圣诞等等～～

我的假期快结束了。。

很快又要回到那个忙碌的城市，呆在只有我自己的房间里。

老实说，我不太喜欢白天的城市。

人们总是忙忙碌碌的。。。

驾个车，吃个饭连上个厕所也PEKCHEK过人。

好讨厌

但这就是忙碌的现实，对吧？

NYE

2010-12-31T17:51:00.005+08:00

time flies

today will be the last day for 2010

the new year eve

everyone planning how to celebrate

everyone planning where to count down

but

am sick

uncomfortable

people out there

do u still remember wishes u made when 2010.01.01?

have u complete all?

and

what bout 2011 wish?

think bout it alrdy?

anyway

have a great new year eve

with all your loves one guys

BYE

2010

am gonna throw all the sadness and tears which i had in this year

and

am gonna miss those memorable which happened in this year

forever and ever

last four days for 2010

2010-12-28T00:58:00.011+08:00

today 27th Dec

my super mommy b'day

muahxx

love her so much

happy b'day mommy~~~

belated MERRY X'MAS everyone~

there is only one week left for my sem break...=[

three weeks really too less....

off to kl tomorrow

first we planned cox miaolu wanna go damansara search for place to live since she moving to HELP uni soon and we want to shopping...we here is me,miaolu and womenR xoxo

now we go bcox Desmond wanna check his room since sumone break in his room last week and he goig to check whether hilang sumthing or not. and sure...shopping plan wont be missed out..haha

my M-A-C compact powder almost finished

and am going to search another new foundation/two-way cake but not going to use back M-A-C since it not really suitable for me and summore i tak really suka the result it gave me when stick on i mia muka.

any recommends?

recently

my dompet really kesian

lack of money lea weii~~~

tml my siao-est sista b'day

hvnt get her present for her lea...

new sem soon

t-shirt for go to class belum beli lagi

shoes for class ady rosak pun belum beli lagi

CNY soon

clothes belum beli lagi

shoes belum beli lagi

do there have any magic that can make dompet regenerate money like what Michelle and Jeremy said??

hahahx

oh ya

2010 going to end very soon

4 days left....

any wishes for the new 2011?

new pet

2010-12-14T23:18:00.003+08:00

bought this yesterday

played once i brought it home ytd night

but still tak pakar lea...

sumtime will style till my hair like RUMPUT

this thing made all female in my house crazy

like kena ubat

keep play with my siblings today

my sis: out hair will spoiled if we keep style and style

hahax

生命有无TAKE 2?

2010-12-12T02:31:00.003+08:00

生命的定义对你来说是什么？

生命对我来说，

是只会拥有一次的宝。

一个你永远不知道会不会有下一次机会的宝。

我是个佛教徒，

从小妈咪就送我去学习基本佛理。

【轮回】是佛教所相信的，

我也相信。

但谁能保证过完了这一生，

我们是否还有下一次轮回的机会？

谁敢说自己是个【好人】

一定会有下一次轮回，再世为人的好人？

你敢吗？

我，不敢。

我一直相信，

人到这个世界上是有原因的。

人，出生是为了延续血脉，

人，成长是为了学习然后回馈，

人，努力生存是为了把握机会“感恩”

人，“生命”是为了丰富这世界

努力工作，为社会尽一点绵力。

感恩这世界所给我们的一切。

空气，水，食物。。。等等

千万别当作一切是理所当然的

努力孝顺父母，尽量别让他们伤心失望。

感恩父母给我们的一切。

生命，养育，疼爱。。。等等

千万别当作这是他们的本分

努力爱护身边的每一个人，真心对待他们。

感恩他们丰富我们的人生。

陪伴，帮助，争吵。。。等等

千万别认为可有可无

常常听见，

某某跟家人的关系不好

所以不跟家人有任何联络。

某某都把身边的人当成利用的棋子

所以没有朋友

某某为了钱和家人反目

某某为了利益离开所有朋友

而这几天

脸书上有个很火红的话题

“美男为爱自杀”

我看到这则新闻

除了觉得事主傻以外

就是为他的父母伤心难过

因为事主在临死前说

“我的世界只有爱情”

试想想

父母养育，教育，关怀，爱护了22年

你他妈的为什么没想过父母?!

你人生中最最重要的人应该要是父母的，

不是吗？

还没孝顺父母，还没陪父母走完他们的人生

你凭什么结束生命？

4个月的爱情，

我不能否定事主的深爱，

我也被事主对爱情的执着感动。

但，人生除了爱情

真的

还有好多好多值得我们坚强活下去的理由。

我一直相信

自杀的人们，他们的灵魂是无法轮回的。

既然不珍惜生命，选择放弃生命

那何必再给你一次生命？

我在想，

那位为爱而亡的事主

他的灵魂会不会徘徊在家门口

后悔自己因为一时悲痛所做出的决定？

会不会在看到他的父母泪流满面时，

后悔被爱情的痛而蒙住的心没有顾虑到其他爱他的人?

衷心希望

他的灵魂早日得到解脱

R.I.P

衷心希望

他的家人早日走出悲痛

衷心希望

那位背负着好多唾骂的女生

能够早日走出阴霾

我个人真的觉得

对他的死

你没有任何责任

其实

也不知道我为何会写这个

可能

单纯因为看了觉得可惜

人们啊。。。

请珍惜生命

因为你和我永远都不会知道我们的生命有没有TAKE 2.

直到我们失去生命的那一刻

cage

2010-12-10T18:48:00.005+08:00

after a month study

i finally free from the book's cage start from this moment

i guess i lost 14 marks since i done a big mistake

but its ok

enjoy the holiday now and then worry later

so people

date me date me

i will free til Jan~~~

haha

CLICK

2010-12-09T16:29:00.003+08:00

lenglui lengzai visitors who are now tengok-ing my blog post

see sana --->>

the NUFFNANG

NAMPAK TAK?

can do me a favor?

click in to see

if not mistaken today ads is "NESTLE"

wateva ads is showing

can u give a click on it??

it wont charge u $$$

don scare just click in to see the information and at the same time u can help me

一举两得 XDXD

23 hours

2010-12-09T15:42:00.003+08:00

and so
this is my room's table current look.

full of notes....books....A4 papers....

23 hours more

i have to step in to the exam hall

i not dare to said that

i can answer wateva question that the exam come out

but

i think i can do better then last few sittings

since

i do read all chapters

i do read the pass years Q&A

i dunno how my writing skill will be tml

but

i will try my very best

i wan to pass

even 51 marks

i also happy enuf dy

copymiaw

2010-12-06T15:30:00.005+08:00

i dunno why

nowadays got many thick skin people on Internet world

i heard quite long time ago

these thick skins like to curi guna people de photo to create friendster or facebook

(mayb they themselves really looked ugly and will 吓死人家家小孩？ )

but now these thick skin more expert liao

not only photo they even curi people's blogpost.

I read one of my sis's fren-Angel blog quite often

and then few days ago i saw this post http://razorblades-truth.blogspot.com/2010/11/miss-elephant-skinn.html on her blog

the while am reading...
i keep laughing.

LAUGH becox of the shameless copymiaw..

i wonder why people own a blog since their post are actually all copied from others.

summore this shameless zarbor even lazy to tambah kurang a bit from the original post..

SHE JUST SIMPLY COPY AND PASTE!

walaoeh

girl....why?

u at lease change a bit situation or other thing in the original post mar...

100% copy and paste then u create a blog for wat?

just wanna to see what "urs" readers will comment on the post which actually own by other merr??
if dun wan to write sumthing own by urself then dun wan blog lar...
Menyasuiikan sendiri=.=

u noe wat...

if sumone copy sumone blog who is actually KL lang or Penang lang

then even the ori owner found out also small case...

the copymiaw can just delete the blog and act like nothing happen.

but

Segamat was just a small town lerr....

u noe wat call小地方的八卦？

Gossip in small town was just like 最牛最红的赚钱股

will 一传十,十传百.

and summmore sibeh long lasting one.

aiya...why copied same hometown de ppl de blog...

make yourself in kanasaii situation nia...

pandai sikit lar....

if you are not willing to write your own thing,

if you are lazy to write your own post

then not to own a blog lar...

abo if u REALLY REALLY sibeh suka to own a blog but lazy to write ur own and have to curi other mia post....then pandai pandai sikit lar...

copy those owner who live far sikit mia...

then wont siasui like today lor....

aiks....

考试

2010-12-01T00:30:00.004+08:00

又到了这种时候

每分每秒都在紧绷的时候,

上网轰趴赖床看小说都变成罪恶的时候.

看着笔记, 看着习题一脸无奈无奈还是无奈

就这么一科,让我的考试旅程画上污点的一科.

很讨厌很讨厌...却没办法.
这一次,跟它杠上了.
不论怎样,就是要考过.

过了今天,

还有9天....
一直告诉自己加油....
咬紧牙关熬过去.

尽量早起...尽量迟睡...

多一个小时是一个小时.

9天以后

又是一条好汉.

Ipoh

2010-11-28T02:09:00.003+08:00

Went Ipoh, Setiawan last few days

and came back Subang yesterday.

Attended a friend's wedding ceremony.

Tired after the damn long car journey.

almost 8hours from my hometown to Setiawan

another 4hours from Setiawan to KL...

Marry....really not only matter of two persons.

but two family or maybe more than that...

-------> click click

2010-11-15T02:57:00.002+08:00

oh ya....
shuai ge mei nv outside there

can u guys do me a favor?

can u please move ur mouse arrow to

------->

there

u mia right hand site~~~

the Yellow Digi adds....

and hor

dun only move

but

click in to see

see what information Nuffnang given to euww today~~

thanks ya~

2010 Deepavali

2010-11-15T02:48:00.003+08:00

Its a bit late for this post

but at lease i posted it..XD

its HALLOWEEN

2010-10-31T02:41:00.008+08:00

Its Halloween...
there is a pre-celebration for me together with some of my friends

i never celebrate Halloween before
since i never felt that is special or what
but i did celebrate this year
maybe not really big celebration but atlease a great dinner =)

actually i suppose to go home today 30th Oct
but since i drink a lot with subang kaki yesterday night
and i cant wake up in this morning
so i delay to tomorrow

woke up in the noon
after ready all
i went Midvalley
to meet hui ern and teng
in the evening
oh ya...and the stupid idian taxi man charge me 30 bucks walaoeeehhh if not am so in rush i wont pay that much for less then 10 minutes taxi trip..

okay,back to the topic.
after i meet with the two little girls
we went shop a bit..
really just a bit and i even din buy anything

Joey came to meet with us at about 7p.m＋
and we decided to have our dinner @ Chili's

all of us are starving
but still we need to wait about 45mins...
Chili's are pack....
guess because Halloween?
lolx

anyway..
we get our seats and food after that
foods were serve in big portion
foods were totally delicious

we do enjoy the night
even just a dinner but Halloween party
=)

do me a favor

2010-10-29T01:47:00.002+08:00

for my Lvip, Svip, Babies, Dudes and more

who visit here to care for my recently

can u guys do me a favor?

do you see the "NUFFNANG" adds at there------>

yup

i means the top of my blog at your right hand site

can u guys help me to click once very time u visit here?

i means click in to those ads

like today ads

"Sunway Velocity"

-

thankieu for who help me click ya...

lups

-

囍

2010-10-27T01:59:00.003+08:00

囍

看到红咚咚的囍字
大家就知道
啊。。有人结婚了

101010
好几个朋友都去注册了
我早就知道的
我早预料到了
和
我不在我预期下的

看着他们脸上的幸福笑容
我真心为他们祝福着

前些天
有意外收到了一个
小弟弟朋友的电话
打来邀请我去他的结婚喜宴
当下
愣了一愣
啊？要结婚咯。。。
虽然吓到了
但还是要在这里预祝他
新婚快乐
美满幸福

-

最近的结婚热潮
让我不禁在想
不知道是时代的进步
还是啥
以前还是懵懂的小孩时
身边的堂表哥哥姐姐们
都是23-4岁以上才步入婚姻生活

可到我上了中学后
才14岁就得知有个小学同学结婚了

过了2年
又一个小学兼中学同学
在放假前
派了我人生中第一张喜帖给我

再过一年
又一个好久不见的同学
派了我人生中第二张喜帖给我

年过一年
差不多每一年
身边就会有幸福得消息传出

当中有一对是我很好的朋友

-

老一辈的都会说
唉。。年轻人那么冲动哪里会幸福
唉。。为了小孩结婚哪里有未来
等等...

还是懵懂的学生时的我
一得知某个友人/同学结婚
也会有“会幸福吗？”的想法浮现在脑海

-

这些年过去了
以前请我去喜宴的友人
当然有的是因为当年的无知与冲动而分开了
但
幸福经营着婚姻生活的也好多

或许是我长大了
也或许是想法改变了
现在的我觉得
什么时候结婚
年龄应该不是重点吧？

重要的是
两个人真的相爱
两个人真的学习坦诚
两个人一起学习包容与谅解
两个人学习一起生活

只要
两个人都努力的去经营
只要
两个人都为对方着想

年纪轻轻结婚
又有何不可？

-

当然
大大前提是
不管你是男是女
都请你必须有独立的经济能力
不然
别告诉我你们多爱多努力
却只会
在哪里跟爸妈伸手要钱来经营你们的婚姻。

独立，自主
是踏入人生另一个阶段的桥梁
没有了这个
别谈结婚

也麻烦现在的小孩们
别做些
因为半小时的愉悦得来的成果
而让父母头痛的麻烦出来

-

“孩子”
是因为相爱而有的结晶
而不是逼迫你们结婚的藉口

相爱有孩子结婚
在现在的社会来说
是幸福的

爱玩有孩子结婚
在现在的社会来说
是悲惨的

-

尤其男生们
现在的黄色书籍/电影/网站
已经把你们的脑袋荼毒倒不成样子

性
似乎提早了

虽然现在的时代
说什么结婚才有那档儿事
是很老土

但
外面那些有欲望的小孩啊
请你们
为自己负责
为他人着想

要是那股身体里的火儿
真的那么挡不住
也麻烦你
到就近的7-11买个保险
10块以下的价钱
买个保险
值得的

要是你认为
10块都拿不出
那麻烦你回家里的厕所去
冲个冷水澡吧

这张图
我无意间看见
看了后
我笑了
设计者的心
好细好幽默
送给外面欲火焚身的小孩们

20100930

2010-10-26T13:29:00.006+08:00

时间好快好快
在我还忙到抽不出时间贴上我9月的照片
2010的10月却也将要过去了

害怕要是再不贴
又不知道要拖到何时

2010的9月
我终于踏进21岁
小的时候
一直希望快点长大
希望别再被父母管得牢牢的
希望可以自己有自主权

可到了今天
却多么希望
我永远是爸妈手心里捧着
深怕我们跌倒的孩子

今年的生日
过得平凡却幸福

幸福的是
我有家人心灵上的陪伴
虽然我人在外地读书
但我还是能感觉到家人的关爱
感恩

幸福的是
我有朋友的祝福
虽然可能只是一封简讯
又或者一封面子书上的留言
但那满满的祝福温暖了我
感恩

幸福的是
有你的陪伴
虽然只是很简单的庆祝
但我的心很满足很满足
=)

正日那天
就留给我自己
跟重要的人
过个平凡安静却幸福的生日

第二天
一个3人一起的生日晚餐
来的都是身边那些一路相扶走来的朋友
虽然有的人在外地不能赶到
虽然只是吃顿饭
虽然只是一班人坐着喝酒聊天
虽然当天发生了些不愉快的小插曲

但
那满场的欢笑声
那脸上的笑容
让我发自内心的快乐起来

我的LVIP,SVIP们...
谢谢你们.
让我的生日变得不平凡

the way we getting drunk =)

-

生日庆祝后的隔天
也就是10月1号
我回家了 =)
回到家里
和家人再庆祝了一次
虽然烧烤会很忙很累
但
幸福满满的

希望
接下来的每一年都有你们
希望
21岁的这一年
幸福快乐

-

CharleneEthanRegina Joint Birthday Party

2010-09-18T15:31:00.005+08:00

well, September.
As what i said in previous post
am going to celebrate my big big day soon
latest news is
am going to held a celebration party tgt with my fren who b'day dekat wif me.

Me(29th Sept), Ethan(1st Oct) and Regina(23rd Sept)
going to held an joint b'day party
on
30th Sept 2010

our current plan was
makan in klang at a restaurant which got Kroom.
so that we and our frens can have dinner tgt and also singK and drink
Ethan and i even plan that if our fren willing
then we will move our step to "G6" the club to high through the night

sounds great right?

well,
everything is just 1st plan
three of us have to meet up one day and plan more details

but we alrdy created an event invitation in facebook
of course that's not an public event
so all Lvip,Svip outside there
please
do check ur event invitations in facebook and reply us
so that we can figure out how many of you are attending~

let count down for it

-

just for your information:
Ethan celebrating 22nd b'day
Me,Charlene celebrating 21st b'day
Regina celebrating 20th b'day~

SEPT

2010-09-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

wow....time flies...
SEPTEMBER is here now~~

Its my month~~
and also
kai wei's....wanxian's...and more of my friends month....

planning...
how to celebrate the big big day....

=)

很快

2010-07-22T12:42:00.000+08:00

關在自己的世界2天
努力著
復原

外面
好多好多的關心

外面
好多好多的關愛

所以
我必須盡快
站起來

等我
很快很快

-

2010-07-21T21:55:00.001+08:00

不知道该怎样
我才能平静

不知道该怎样
我才能让心里的那份疼痛消失

不知道怎样
我才能遗忘所有我不想记起的

不知道怎样
才不会像现在这样
难受

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对吧？

2010-07-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

伸手不见五指的房间里
冷到快麻痹的冷气
顶大声的音乐
戴上耳机
闭上眼

就这样吧

熬过了
就好了
对吧？

Its ok...Will be ok...

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适应期

2010-07-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

7月走了一半，
而我也呆在那只有自己的小房间里快半个7月。
一如往常，
我需要很长的适应期。
但也许有了之前的经验，
这一次比较好过。

没有之前躲在棉被里伤心的情景，
有的也许只是一个人时的寂寞。

没有了之前猛喊着要回家的时候，
有的也许只是一直看时间表，
不断地在调时间好方便回家。

小小的房间，
床没有之前的舒服，
硬硬的。。在考虑着也许该买多张来叠。

薄薄的间隔，
隔音没有之前的好，
屋友半夜的吵吵闹闹让我的睡眠素质多少被影响了。
但几天下来，比较能忽略了。

刚到的那个星期
和这个女人到处吃
到处逛
两人的荷包都惨兮兮的

还有一半要过，
希望可以适应。
希望可以学习。

=）

感觉

2010-07-03T02:23:00.004+08:00

2010 06 29
我的他生日
今年
就我们两人
跑到只有我和他的地方
度过他人生中的24个生日。

在那之前
想了很久
究竟要送些什么给他
好在最后一秒
想到了
希望他喜欢那份特别

亲爱的，
明年的这个日子，
我们还会不会像今年这样在拥抱中度过？
希望。

-

尽管我不喜欢但
7月还是到了

忙碌忙碌再忙碌
在一片忙碌中
我把学费交上了
我把房租交上了
我的他帮我把行李搬上了
明天
是时候我必须把自己搬上了

不安
满满的不安侵袭着我
我不知道
这一次又要怎么化解我的不安

我讨厌我平静的生活被打乱
但要是不被打乱
我的生活还能继续平静下去吗？

我想要个大大的枕头。。。
就像你给我的那个
能？
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MAY

2010-05-25T23:52:00.003+08:00

10 months old
Baby is getting bigger now
almost 7kg men~~
yet
still cute

i still remember when the first day he was here in our house
tiny enuf...
i can hold him in one hand
now even hug also jialat><

he is sitting and wait for the snack in my hand

=)

-

May going to pass soon...
Time fly...
how i wish time can go more slow

Am going to sit for the exam in coming 11th
hope
can pass

Seriously
i hate July
can July never come?

-

Sumone who really deep in my heart asked me
珍惜
怎么写

my tears fall
just because this question

Baby,
am willing to teach you how to write this word
am willing to wait till the day you know how to write it
no matter how many 10 years needed

i will still here
for u

just because

I LOVE YOU

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i love mommy

2010-05-05T00:38:00.003+08:00

okay
since evryone is asking
so i decided to have a post here

Charlene is now accept order for coming Mommy's day
amount which i can handle is almost full
if u r interrest in it..please
contact me A.S.A.P
size of cake and price please contact me

here is the menu:

-manggo heavy cheese

-strawberry heavy cheese

-fresh mango mousse

-fresh strawberry mousse

-tiramisu cheese

-mango/strawberry crepe

*photo which posted is which i find online. i try to post what most similar with mine but my decoration might not 100% same as.

=)

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幸福的疤痕

2010-04-18T23:18:00.004+08:00

认识我的人都知道
我喜欢厨房

我不介意
浑身油烟味

我不介意
在厨房里忙得焦头烂额

我不介意
鱼腥味肉骚味

我不介意
成果失败，一试再试

我享受烹饪的过程
不论是3菜1汤的住家饭
或者是烘烤各式各样饼干蛋糕

我更享受
为我爱的人烹饪的过程
喜欢家人享用食物后的满足感
喜欢我的他在肚子饿时会告诉我他想念我煮的某某菜
喜欢妹妹说“我想吃你的芒果芝士蛋糕咧”

那是一种无可取代的幸福

看着手上一道道已经成疤的旧烫伤
虽然真的很明显
虽然真的很难看

但

要是能看着我爱的人
大口大口的吃着自己煮的食物

要是能看着我爱的人
吃饱后流露出满足的神情

难看的疤
突然变得幸福了
=）

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STORM

2010-04-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

风暴过后会是什么？

我
期待着
平静的到来

期待着
抬头仰望雨过天晴后的蓝天

不奢求
更多更好

只希望
不更坏更糟

今晚不知怎么地
心情很忧郁

明明
就没什么不好的
可我就是忧郁

-

昨天
是个很特别的日子

我和我的他
再一次越过了门槛
希望
明年的昨天
我们一样也能

不需要奢华
不需要特意

像那样
简简单单的
看看电影
吃吃美食
也能很快乐
=)

就像
“初恋红豆冰”的滋味
冰冰的甜甜的

-

对了，
本地制作的“初恋红豆冰”
记得记得
去捧场

个人觉得
好看过WooHoo

喜欢那细腻的情节
很真实

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带赛的七粒

2010-04-11T23:22:00.004+08:00

上几个星期
去了趟魔力点
珍珠奶茶没有珍珠
ALAMAK!
只能说七粒（按连接）带赛==

马六甲没有
回到来还是没有

我自己去几次都没与过着这个问题==

前些天我去
有珍珠欸~~~
所以事实证明
七粒带赛！！！

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谁叫你撞我

2010-04-11T17:55:00.004+08:00

才说我喜欢雨季
才说马来西亚的雨季来临了
才说四月都在下雨

可是
昨天和今天的天气
却反常的让人受不了
那种闷热
连躲在冷气房里都感受得到

-

话说

昨天原是我和babe.D的休息日
但因为某些工作
我驾着车前往工作地点载BABE.D姑妈
天啊
4点。。。
正是那一带塞车的“吉时”
塞着塞着
突然感觉到一股杀气
转头一看
欸！
做么PARK在旁边的这辆车
屁股越来越靠近我的
HON大大力给它按下去
提醒对方我在后面
结果
死鬼UNCLE还是撞了下来
还不要紧
停了
再多撞一次
奶奶的！
我的HON都按到整条街听到了
UNCLE还说听不到？！
最闲的是，
UNCLE开口第一句“做么你停在我后面”
干！
塞着车不停着难道要撞上去啊？
很大声的鸟了对方。
气愤的跟对方去了一趟修车厂，
死鬼UNCLE还要说：“唉哟，小姐很小事罢了啦."
X的！新车啊UNCLE....你当然觉得小事啦。。。
又不是你的车。。。

衰到。。。。。。
塞车都会被撞，
还要撞在我的座位这里，
吓都吓死。

不过UNCLE很可怜。。
遇到天气那么热。
遇到我塞很久塞到PEKCHEK了
遇到我超级不爽
结果在大街上
被我大大声的鸟

谁叫你撞我。。。

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四月。雨

2010-04-09T20:20:00.004+08:00

2010来到了四月。
好快。
马来西亚的雨季又到了。
没有了之前的闷热，
几乎每一天都有雨滴从天上跌落在地上。

我喜欢雨
喜欢它们跌在屋顶上，车顶上，地上
滴滴答答的声音
偶尔出现配合的雷声
最自然不做作的交响乐

就像现在我的窗外
大自然正在配合演出
探出窗外
用力深呼吸
我总是觉得雨天的空气
有一丝丝的青草味
你觉得呢？

-

最近星洲日报的副刊封面
都出现“警告”字眼
警告我们人类
地球生病了
不敢想象会不会哪一天电影2012的情景真的发生

人类
尽量保护地球
你不需要
过分的节制自己

就比如：

没用的插头记得关掉
(尤其我们最会开着CHARGER睡觉==)

千万千万不要焚烧垃圾或枯枝枯叶

减少使用朔料袋/循环再使用
(马来西亚的百货公司都喜欢把顾客购买的物品分类进不同的朔料袋，我自己虽然不会带环保袋去，但我都尽量叫他们不要分类，全部一个朔料带就好)
(另外我家的朔料袋绝对不会带回家后马上进垃圾桶，我们都留起来循环使用)

虽然可能真的对保护地球没做出什么大贡献啦。。。
但就尽可能不要做太多不需要的破坏。

记得
为下一代
想想

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mango season =)

2010-03-19T01:02:00.004+08:00

mango season now
=)

i can see mango everywhere

made this few days ago
really leceh to completed
but
i love it taste

alike with Nadeja's Mille crepe

mango season
makes me miss this women
=(
seriously

she wanted my mango desert so long
yet
she never try once till now

they are clubing now in M.O.S i think
ishhhhhh

i want club!!

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女人说

2010-03-13T21:44:00.004+08:00

前天夜晚
某个在澳洲的女友人在面子书上
和我谈了一些感情事迹

我想
我知道她要表达的

我想
我知道她所想的

我想
我知道她所说的

但
还不是时候

我需要时间
消化

我需要时间
磨炼

我需要时间
沉淀

由衷感谢她
所有的所有

-

sounds of miss

2010-03-11T01:15:00.003+08:00

8 hours

to go

for

see you in the morning

but

i miss u
badly

dunno why

how i wish

i could by ur side

every single seconds

am

not going to miss out

even one

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HOT

2010-03-09T23:29:00.005+08:00

the weather was jin jia lat de HOT!

since today is our day-off
babe.D's room never turn off the air cond from yesterday night till now(slap forehead=.=)
i know we were wasted
i know we were environmentally unfriendly
but then
although we do so
the room still hot
alamak....

the LVip-SilviaTan said to me
"that is the reason why the weather now became so"

=.=
but then....
how i going to stand without turning on the air-cond

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破碎的玻璃杯

2010-03-08T00:58:00.008+08:00

凌晨1点
刚和女人们散会
老地方，COCKTAIL去～

看着女人Z，
我了解，
那种玻璃杯子从高处往下掉的感觉。
我明白，
那种无论如何都弥补不了的感觉。

可是
不论我多明白
不论我多了解
我都没办法给予帮助
只能
在她伤心时
给她一个肩膀
给她一双耳朵
希望
她的泪水早日被最近嗮死人不偿命的太阳给抽干

很想
当着那个负心男人的脸
臭骂他一顿
干！
你他妈的以为你是宝？！
你他娘的以为女人都像那狐狸精那样肤浅？！
你奶奶的以为身边这个女人做那么多是为了谁？！
得了便宜还在那儿装乖宝宝吸奶嘴？！
什么金钱，什么习惯
去你的
提起你的裤裆儿，
死一边去吧。
哪一天，
你一定会哭着后悔
后悔为什么不了解女人的用心
后悔为什么不知道女人的痛苦
后悔为什么自己那么干！

至于那“天真可爱”的狐狸妹妹儿～
你以为你赢了全世界却输了4年？
你错了
你是赢了4年，
输了全世界。
你赢得了那个女人Z拥有四年的男人
却输了所有
这男人
我们家女人Z尝过了，爱过了，用过了
你只是在走她走过的路而已
不算什么大不了的
她做过的事情
你现在做
你已经输了
输在迟了她一步

别在哪儿装天真装可爱
你的天真可爱
留待跟你家男人炫
别在哪儿
自导自演“谐星版-梁山伯与祝英台”

-

喝着酒抽着烟聊着天
夜晚很快过去了
女人。女人
别怕别怕
前面有家人，有我们，有“钢琴恋人”
你会好好的，好好的

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“号外”

女人S在刚刚问了我一件事情
一件让我大感疑惑
一件让我觉得可笑
的事情

只是想说，
“你”早就已经离开我的世界了
甚至于
所有事情我都不想再和你有牵扯

别一而再再而三的询问
是否我们说了什么谈了什么
干你屁事？

害怕别人谈论
就麻烦你
像我一样把所有和你有关的都删除

害怕别人聊起
就请你
不要放上网

请记得
嘴巴不是我一个人有
很多时候
不一定是我

和你依然有联系的
大有人在
为何矛头非要指向我不可

你在哪里，生活得好或不好
与我都无关痛痒
为何非得认为我会在乎？

早在一开始
你选择不信任我的那刻开始
我们之间的友情就瓦解了

早在一开始
你选择怀疑我的那刻开始
我们之间就没有任何挂钩了

你不会懂
玻璃杯从高处往下掉的感觉
你不会懂
破碎的玻璃杯只能丢忘垃圾桶里

现在
对我而言
你只是曾经的同学
如此而已

麻烦你
离开得彻底些
下一次见面”HI-BYE"或许还是可能的

最后的祝福，
幸福快乐
一帆风顺

-

37degree

2010-03-07T01:37:00.007+08:00

今天和BABE.D休假。。。
哪里都不去。。安静的休假

早上出门吃了个丰富的早餐
下午和他赖在家里，
打死也不出门
流连在网络游戏里
流连在冷气怀抱里
XDXD

午餐+晚餐
就在家里解决
就像BABE.D说的：吃外面不健康
好吧==
就为了这样女人我下厨去呗～

最近的天气
真不是盖的
连躲在冷气房里都感觉得到那种刺人的温度
身体开始抗议这样的天气
丝丝的疼痛一直由不同地方传来
额头。。嘴唇。。

偏偏
女人我今天有兴致
晚上10点回到自己家后
竟躲在厨房里烤蛋糕

自从看了ohbin家的这款杯子蛋糕后
就一直碎碎念说要做来尝尝
从新年前就买好的材料
却一直因为忙碌
被我遗弃在柜子里

今晚却发神经
在将近37度的天气下
躲进厨房烤蛋糕

一面烤
一面骂自己
热到要死，还假贤淑==
其实说到底
就自己馋嘴呗～
蛋糕烤好后，
却不敢马上享用。。。
女人我可不想明天发烧+喉咙痛
所以留待明天再上传照片外加“味道”吧～

凌晨2点，
世界，晚安咯～

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偶然。。偶然。。

2010-03-05T00:09:00.010+08:00

*my nail for 2010 cny*

生活不知道从什么时候开始变得有点沉闷...
每天重复着同样的动作...
每天重复着同样的步伐...

每当经历了12小时的工作后,
哪里都不想再去,
只想回家按按电脑,看看电视,玩玩游戏.
无聊...对吧?
幸好...面子书让我的生活并不完全与外界脱节.

最近,某个在国外求学的女性友人E 找到了自己的另一半.
看见她在面子书上的“ENGAGED"
真心替她感到高兴
希望,这个是她的MR RIGHT
希望,这个不会再让她受委屈.
诚心祝愿她"幸福快乐.

最近, 友人Z 失恋了.
将近4的感情,说变就变.
友人Z的痛心是谁都能感受到的.
谁也没想到,
一个平常都是好好男友,
一个平常很沉默的男友,
会背叛感情.
友人说:"静狗咬死人"
希望,她赶快抹干泪水,坚强走下去.

再最近,女人帮的 J女人恋爱了.
认识她将近12年,
第一次看她陷入情网的SWEET样.
LAM到~~~
祝她:幸福满满=)

再再最近...
女人帮的 R女人好像春风满面...
可惜目前她人在香港,
女人C我无法与她取得联系,
只好等她回来时,
一起Hoegaarden详谈~

爱情
不知从什么时候开始变得让人又爱又恨.
一段感情究竟干怎么样才能维持?
又该怎么样才会付出10得到10?
纳闷...

身边的爱情故事
来来往往
有泪水
也有欢笑
偶尔月老爱开凡人玩笑
总是要我们流泪几次
才愿意给我们欢笑
也许
人生就是如此
反复走着那条人生大道
遇见不同的人和事
酸甜苦辣
偶然一个擦肩
就会遇见
那个
会帮你抹去泪水
会为你脸上带来幸福的弧度的人

-

偶然的偶然
翻开记忆笔
看见了几张去年6月在delife所拍的照片
照片里
有气氛，有笑容，有友情
有我，有女人J还有一个已经离开我们世界很远的女人。
或许就像女人R说的
时过境迁
放下是最好的
将来要是偶然在街上遇到
或许可以给对方点头微笑

纵然她不再与我们女人一帮
但
我依然会记得
曾经有个女人会在深夜和我并肩躺在各自的床上
望着漆黑的天花
聊着从前，聊着未来，
聊着爱情，聊着学业，
甚至聊着天亮要去找麦叔叔吃早餐。

但
我知道
以后都不会再有那么一天

-

哦...差点忘了
新年期间BABE.D的姑丈的妹妹来这里过节.
带来了个外表小孩内心却超龄得不得了的AH THENG.
顺便...
也帮她庆祝来临的生日

别看这小妞小小一只，
说起话来可不是小小的。。。XDXD

-

1点。。。
最近和BABE.D的睡眠时间越来越不健康==
晚安了女人们
-

Movie

2010-02-20T00:10:00.006+08:00

watched this with babe.D just now in GSC.

for me
the point of worth to walk in cinema to watch this movie is not its stort.
worth it cause you never watch a movie which got so many of actor inside

-

bought a whole mille original today
cant wait to taste it with babe.D tml
XDXD

-

2010-02-11T00:06:00.003+08:00

想請問
偷看別人隱私是否很開心？

想請問
偷偷登入別人的地方卻沒被對方發現是否很開心？

想請問
在未經過別人的同意下，竊看別人的秘密是否很開心？

想請問
在一旁盜竊別人根本不想被別人知道的東西，是否很愉悅？

我說過
我不會再追究
但

我他媽的不爽

何必在
看了別人的秘密
知道別人的心情
了解了別人的難堪后

在那里
假裝不知情的
給予關心

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human being

2010-02-03T23:20:00.006+08:00

one week more....
how near was CNY with us now...
yet...am hvnt complete my shopping....how sad =(

went look for shoes with babe.D the other day after back from KL.
He get one pair of him....and i got nothing....
kill me>< i have no new shoes for coming CNY....
will try to search again these few days.

my current life pretty tired not because of my job is tiring but because of complicated communication between colleague.
i believe that human being is a bit selfish,a bit.
but then the world outside school now show me that maybe is not only a bit.
some of the people is totally selfish and greedy.
he/she may try to destroy or root out others who they tough he/she will block their road to be success or maybe should said who may successful than them.
erm.... a bit disappointed on these people

however,
i believe that Buddha created these human because to warn us.
warn that must be not believe in who you shouldn't to and warn that we shouldn't be same as them.
and i believe one day they will regret and maybe they will change? who know, future is always un-predicted.

Have a deep talk with mommy that day,
mommy asked to think seriously,about to study or not.
actually,am really out of mood to study.
i means right now.
i need a holiday.a long-a-bit holiday.
to charge my battery,to clean my mind.
i felt frustrated on my theory study...
i used on all calculation but theory.

maybe...work for half year then continue study?
thinking.....

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♥To the only Babe.D♥Thanks for everything♥

2010-01-28T23:01:00.004+08:00

♥To the only Babe.D♥Thanks for everything♥

I typed this in my facebook.
Just back from 3 days trip with the babe...
We went a lot of places and enjoyed a lot

Visited like a matsaleh
Shopping like crazy
and
Enjoy our food like emmm~~

how i wish time can just PAUSE at the moment so that i could stick like a chewing gum on him =)

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SEASON

2010-01-28T22:56:00.004+08:00

Vicky said she miss dance so much

while i viewing her blog post

am thinking those dancing season too

how long we didn't gather and dance?

how long we didn't stand on the dance floor?

how long we didn't get high on it?

i miss those show time
i miss those days when our heart beat like wat-the-hell

忙碌

2010-01-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

这里安静了好几个星期
没有近况
没有更新
周围开始出现怨言

抱歉
生活让我忙昏了头
生活让我累坏了身体
生活让我的精神每天不停地在2次世界大战里被轰炸

也许
压力是自找的
但我每天的疲惫让我提不起劲儿
起床>工作>睡觉
如此不断每天重复着

但
竟然让我觉得比起读书时充实多了？

-

突然发现
我喜欢红色
不管什么样子的红色

红彤彤的灯笼
红彤彤的对联
红通通的鞭炮
红通通的红包

最近的街道
让我着迷

看着一片红
我知道
相聚的日子
庆祝的日子
快到了

不到一个月的时间
可我竟然还没进货？
怎么办

2010-01-01T01:37:00.003+08:00

2010 is now there for us

To Charlene's Special Babe.D:
To Charlene's SVip family members:

To Charlene's LVip women gang:
To Charlene's Friends:

HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~~~~~~~

May all your wishes will come true in the new year
May all the unlucky and sueii will move far away from you in the new year

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B'day of Winki

2009-12-27T23:18:00.006+08:00

Miss Winki 20th B'day celebration last weekend
she's became WOMEN nowaday
hahax
no more little girl

Received her sms in the evening
"singK tonight 10p.m."

okay
so that we all gather just because of her big big day
now
let me show the photos that night

okay....1st comes sure three of us...
CharleneTan JoeySee WinkiTan
*wink*

the next
our WomenGang
hohohoho
four of us
how sweet~~~hehe

and then
comes photos of me and friends

now is the turn for
the couple team and Joey See

okays

will upload more if i get photos from the other camera women or man..haha

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shall?

2009-12-11T12:57:00.005+08:00

And so
today am going to sit for my exam
=(
how sad

hope....what is on soon am possible to answer it

seriously

i hate THEORY

-

Christmas is reach soon
am thinking where should i party with my womens this year

shall we singK ,club or drink as usual

or

we shall just sit down to have a cup of coffee and have a women's talk?

-

here to apologize to MissSee
since i have din upload our last gathering's photo yet
will try to make it today

-

ok guys
here to wish myself

all the best

-

吾爱

2009-11-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

要是氧气是人类最重要的

那你也许就是二氧化碳

少了二氧化碳

人类一样生存不了

就如同

少了你

前面的路

我走不下去

我不怕前面的路有多难走

我不怕我需要改变多少

我更加不怕委曲求全

只因

这些恐惧在我躺在你的怀抱时

已经被抛在脑后了

8:30p.m.

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2009-11-16T03:33:00.001+08:00

无法入睡

无法呼吸

这一夜

好难过

2006 5AC

2009-11-07T23:51:00.005+08:00

2006年5AC毕业生请注意。

聚会将在下星期6（14/11）。

我已经将有关聚会的详情SMS给一些同学。

请尽快回复我告知你是否出席。我会联络级任请她一同出席。

也请各位帮忙把SMS转发给其他依然有联络号码的同学。

5AC/2006 BE ATTENTION PLEASE!!

THE REUNION WILL BE HELD ON NEXT SATURDAY 14th NOV!

I HAD FORWARDED OUT THE SMS ABOUT IT.

PLEASE REPLY ME A.S.A.P TO INFORM WHETHER YOU WILL ATTEND OR NOT.

I WILL CONTACT PUAN NGIAM AND ASK HER TO JOIN US AS WELL.

AND PLEASE FORWARD THE MASSAGE OUT TO OTHER AC'S BUDDY.THANKS.

随此送上我们的回忆～

Morning Teacher =)

2009-11-06T23:12:00.004+08:00

My recently is totally exhausted...

12hours+ non-stop working life...

can you imagine?

I never thought that i can be so workaholic...
I never thought that i can handle my current job...
I never knew that children nowadays getting more "BaBai"...
I never knew that the world inside the building's wall can be so freaking complicated...

"am fucking tired!"
i complained when i cant complete my mountain-look paper work

but still

I enjoy the whole process of it
I screamed when i done what i have to
I freaking happy when i clear my paper work and passed it up

and also

I learned a lots which i never find out
I experienced many about the process in administration
I catch sight of the way to treat each others between colleagues in the working atmosphere

Am glad that i promised to handle this job
and
Am have a great time when i faced with innocence=)

It was the most educational experience I had ever had.

-

We learn from the past, experience the present and hope for success in the future.

Who dare not agreed with this?
Its true...
It is what should be actual happen in world...

We forgot the past, enjoy the present and dream the future.

This is what i think after i saw the past-present-future talked.
Who agreed with me?
=)

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NIGHT OUT

2009-10-23T19:46:00.004+08:00

Will updates about that night after i finish edited all photos...

-

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2009-10-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

Am Addicted To You

More and more nowadays

Yes

I means “YOU”

Princess's World Outside The Palace's Wall

龍

❤ house ❤ kitchen ❤

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

P.R

two+two

emo

爱情的重量

FxxK

八月十五

life when i away from home

koh samui

久违了

Travel

fooon

maaanayyyyy

home

day with ♥

day for LOVE

兔年HUATT ARH!!

落大雨

一个星期

身体在抗议

2011

NYE

last four days for 2010

new pet

生命有无TAKE 2?

cage

CLICK

23 hours

copymiaw

考试

Ipoh

-------> click click

2010 Deepavali

its HALLOWEEN

do me a favor

囍

20100930

CharleneEthanRegina Joint Birthday Party

SEPT

很快

对吧？

适应期

感觉

MAY

i love mommy

幸福的疤痕

STORM

带赛的七粒

谁叫你撞我

四月。雨

mango season =)

女人说

sounds of miss

HOT

破碎的玻璃杯

37degree

偶然。。偶然。。

Movie

human being

♥To the only Babe.D♥Thanks for everything♥

♥To the only Babe.D♥Thanks for everything♥

SEASON

忙碌

B'day of Winki

shall?

吾爱

2006 5AC

聚会将在下星期6（14/11）。

我已经将有关聚会的详情SMS给一些同学。

请尽快回复我告知你是否出席。我会联络级任请 她一同出席。

也请各位帮忙把SMS转发给其他依然有联络号码的同学。

5AC/2006 BE ATTENTION PLEASE!!

THE REUNION WILL BE HELD ON NEXT SATURDAY 14th NOV!

请尽快回复我告知你是否出席。我会联络级任请她一同出席。